Like a Jasmine

I was so sad to know that even this kind of friendships could be easily over.

It happened. Just like that.

It almost reached our third year. I never thought it would be turned out this bad this time.

Honestly, I frustrated. Well, I still do.

I really frustrated to think of some sort of magical things that can cheer us all again somehow. 

Somekind of 'good' coincidence would be nice.

Just like in a movie. Suddenly we just run to one and another,, seeing one and another's smiling faces.

Breaking the ice. Hanging out. Laughing together. Teasing each other.

Apparently it was just my imagination.

Even I am still sad just by imagining all of that.

It's not because it seems impossible. 

It's just that,,,,, I miss them.

I miss the time that we spent together.

I miss the thoughts when we usually plan our ideas to having fun.

On top of all that, what I miss the most is the time we speak to each other silently to look after one and another.

I miss all the feelings that we share for all this time.

We are not the best team. 

We're just a bunch of young people who like joking around about everything.

Oh yeah we laughed everytime.

Almost always.

Until I realized that we have laughed too much.

May be it was too much so that we forgot how to speak.

We thought everything was fine, but it was not.

And we could not beat the anger anymore.

When we woke up at the next morning,,, its all gone.

Only silence remained.

And it hurts.

As we know, there's no turning back in life.

I can only hope.

My memories of our joys will remain here.

I will try my best to keep my eyes on you.

It shall not be seen.

But when you pass me by, you will sense my sweet-scented.

So you will know that I am still here.

Just like a jasmine.

So small. So pure. And scented.