Everyone has experienced feelings of loving someone, with all their hearts or just a simply whim. The following is a piece of works about love story that has long been obsolete. It has long been discarded, and in the end it just become an ordinary story. It may also no longer deserve to be told. But in order to appreciate it as a piece of art, I just wanted to share it to become a part of the portfolio together with other works. Please enjoy.
"VOICES"
You had come
close upon my dead sleep
Voicing your heart in the dark
Your shadow always stuck in my mind
Your aura has clutched my soul
My heart is called to always remember you
because your presence
voicing the spirit of my life
written on February 2004
"A CRUSH"
Gosh,,, I thought I missed someone ...
someone who ever appeared in my dreams ...
appeared on my cellphone screen .....
in front of my eyes ....
and continue to be imagined till I go bed,,,
he had ever appeared before me ...
and took me off through the beatiful twilight...
through the wind in the afternoon and a dim orange light ...
Or a wet dull sky,,,
with grains of a beautiful rain ... very beautiful ....
because once again made him look back,
remembered me that maybe became wet behind his warm back ....
He also had ever appeared before me ...
in the middle of very late a night ...
sat ... and told his stories ....
with a bouquet of white flowers in his hand ....
he toyed with the flowers ...
whether consciously or not that I had watched him for so long ..
imagine one day he would dedicate it to my self ....
who always wanted to be present in front of him ..
waiting until he took me home ....
only God knows how long ...
till I realized that so far there was something I miss from him ...
although I knew there were things I did not like from him,,
but I could not stop thinking about him ...
He was the first that made me realized
aware that all this time there was someone who would listen to me ....
listened to my unimportant things..
and gave answers to my ridiculous questions ....
which actually didn't have to be answered ...
He made me feel free to share,,,
told each other and asked each other advices ..
made me feel not alone in facing various life choices ....
He has ever made me feel sick,
but he also could make me happy ...
because he makes me feel "exist"
He was made me most grateful to God
who has presented the man who was really important to me ...
written on October 2007
Sorry Ra.. dengan tidak mengurangi rasa hormat atas puisi yang mengharu biru (entah kenapa gw jadi pengen nangis)..
ReplyDeleteTapi bagian akhir agak mencengangkan
"who has presented the man who was so mean to me ..."
so mean itu artinya jadi ambigu.. bisa jadi 'sangat kejam'
mungkin sebagai saran, dengan tidak bermaksud mengurangi keindahan puisi,
maksudnya "means a lot for me"?
Atau "so mean"? iRa lah yg lebih tau ;)